today had moi BIS test haha..guess wad we all dunno how to do..lolx den after skool quickly rush home coz is moi ah ma birthday..got to go out celebrate..my uncle bought her a mango cake and treated her and moi whole family dinner..hee
now my best pal 'janson' r fighting hard for his appt..i wished u all the best..sorry tat im not there to support u..i give u all my moral support..hope u can become a BEM by tonight..hee jia you... i apologise to all my managers and uplines here..i not doing my part well enough..
things seem dun go the way i wan it to be done..i can't concentrated on my skOol work nor company stuff well enough..i been asking myself tis question m i useless or m i giving myself excuse to run away from the problems i support to face.. i do admit i giving excuse something..im confused! i really hope people can guide mie thru tis.. come to family stuff i alwaes keep it to myself and dun dare to tell anyone abt it..i dun wan ppl to worry abt mie..i rather i keep it all to myself and see i can solve it..but now tink i got to let out if not i going to burst le.. since few months back my dad have been losing jobs, and i as the elder daughter neve do my part coz i neve teach tution anymore n i lose my extra income..the new flats we r living in cause a bomb to my parents..i dun dare to take any pocket money from them..i rather dun eat den see them suffer..
for my fren side..tis is for u my beloved sis 'han' u r the closest fren i have for 6 yrs plus le..noe u since secondary one..at tat time still not closed to each other but during sec 3 we cecome very close fren and den we become sis haha..really happy to have u as my fren and sis..we have no secret between us..once we got problem we will tok to one another..i really feel very sad when i noe u r unhappy or sad..i noe all the things tat happen to u seem like dragging u down and down..when u r going to stand up, another thing seem to hit u back to the same spot again..i noe u r in bad mood now..i really hate myself im not there for u at tat time..im here to say SORRY to u... all the thing tat happen to u lately..was really terrible i dunno why all the guys out there seem to be bullying u..i hate him when i saw him in company..feel like giving him one tight slap..how dare him bully my best pal...he will get back all his things de..dun let all the bad things drag u down anymoe..get up and show them tat u can lived without them..prove them wrong.. han no matter wad i will give u my support and listening ears if u need them..i really hope u will be back and ready to fught again with mie..i will wait for u..we r the best sister and biz partner 4 ever...jia you i always by ur side to support u....
im glad to have some many fren around mie giving mie support...thankz you guys..
lastly tis is i wan to say to pepole out there.. "Treasure ur loved or closed ones ard u before they r gone..Frens are Rare n hard to find, so treasure them sincerely when they r still with u.."
haha so long neve blog so long le..jia you guys..i will be back after exam!hee i promised i will bring her back too...nite peeps~
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